everyday
i feel more and more like
my whole life is an inside joke with myself
my sadness is funnie
and i am waiting for a person that will get it
but no one does
it feels stupid
that i shouldn't be troubled by everything
i used to smoke weed and feel good
but not anymore
now i drink
it doesn't make me feel good
or bad
it just makes me not feel
i think i need to leave
everything
or start smoking weed again...
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