i'm really scared of not being able to sleep

when i sleep
is the only time i'm not always thinking
but i've been struggling to sleep
more than usual

if i never fell asleep
i'd just think forever
like a robot

that is so scary

i haven't had nice dreams,
like i usually do

i have tense dreams
where i worry about something i have to do
and am somehow not getting it done

i need a prescription for some drug