i'm really scared of not being able to sleep

when i sleep
is the only time i'm not always thinking
but i've been struggling to sleep
more than usual

if i never fell asleep
i'd just think forever
like a robot

that is so scary

i haven't had nice dreams,
like i usually do

i have tense dreams
where i worry about something i have to do
and am somehow not getting it done

i need a prescription for some drug

quisiera estar desnudo contigo toda la vida

eres como una almohada
que me ayuda a olvidar todo
and not feel like shit

te pregunte si dormiriamos juntos
aqui

dijiste que nos iriamos
no teniamos cobijas
pero seguiamos durmiendo a cada rato,
como si no existiera nadie ni nada mas
afuera

que vamos a hacer?

we were leaving on a spaceship

we were leaving earth
because an asteroid or something

our voices sounded deep

something went wrong and there was a 98 percent chance of us dying
i felt good,
for a while

"it's finally happening"

i felt relieved

i explained to you why
our voices sounded deep
we were getting away from the sun so
our voices something

then it was going to happen
our spaceship was gonna float free in space,
nothing keeping us from anything
free from anything
and it felt so comforting

i didn't even care

until you gave me a last kiss


i didn't want to die for the first time.

i was at the carls jr drive thru
and the voice said
"how can i help you today?"

i thought i should ask
"how do i deal with emotional codependence?"
but i just asked for a double western bacon cheese burger

Another Update on Things wow

Well, pretty much thank you Everybody. The reception towards my ebook I'm Going to Fuck. And That's a Place You Little Asshole, Not a Verb.  has been great. I got a bunch of likes, retweets, reblogs and positive feedback from people who matter to me and thank you for that, honestly.

Here are some reviews

Beach Sloth coverage
http://beachsloth.blogspot.com/2012/02/im-going-to-fuck-and-thats-place-you.html

A review on Banango Lit's Valentine's Day Megapost by Walter Mackey (crazy little carnivorous)
http://banangolit.com/post/17671130759/valentines-day-megapost


Honestly thank you everybody.

Now, what Comes Next. I haven't planned to write another collection to release as an ebook any time soon, I feel like I said a lot of the things I've been feeling on I'm Going to Fuck.

I will continue to be an active member of the community. It is Great to be part of this and I love everybody. I will tweet hard as fuck. I will interact with you on Facebook aggressively. I will continue to generate content to upload to Tumblr and will reblog and <3 the shit out of your things.

I intend to keep blogging regularly like I used to. I will blog hard. I hope you 'stick with' and we continue to be friends for a long long time. Watch for more blogging! Be jacked

I'm Going to Fuck. And That's a Place You Little Asshole, Not a Verb.

I'm Going to Fuck and That's a Place You Little Asshole Not a Verb


Thank You

wow rare exclusive leak of two poems

from my first collection which will be released tomorrow

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naal's microwave goldfish


naal's microwave goldfish
kills itself every nite
in a beautiful chicken stew



this is a different thing without a title:



i am constructing a house
for both of us to live in

our beautiful silver kitchenware
and some tupperware we bought from your mom

i think we should definitely get a toaster
honestly

i feel like ohio sometimes



wow bonus poem: has already been published on my bloge but is also gonna be included


a person i was playing beerpong with asked his girlfriend
"are you a bad bitch?"
and she said yeah
and he slapped her butt

i got depressed

does that make me a feminist?
i don't know
i feel like hank hill

i sang "ass so fat i need a lapdance"
even though i didn't believe in it

i don't know what i'm doing with my life
i think i have to leave

i spoke to a girl
but she was stupid so i left

am i gonna be alone forever?

i am so fucked