For your happiness

I will try not to smile

I won't cry

I will not wish

I will not desire

I won't masturbate and I won't have sex

I won't feel

I will wear grey clothes everyday and shower and shave daily

I will comb my hair

I will not feel

I will read books about self-help and attend meetings with/for people with problems

I won't have friends

I won't go out

I will keep the light on and the door open

I will have three meals a day

I will get off the computer and won't watch so many movies

I will like anything

I won't like a thing

I won't want, I will only need

I'll be neutral and unhappy

For your happiness